I'm So Lame

I wanted to go to this:

 

When I looked there were 11 spots left.  

I could have totally signed up but I was too chicken. 

I mean it's right.here.in.my.backyard!

How fun would have been to go to dinner with all my favorite bloggers that I admire and read all about. 

I'm sure I would have learned a ton, had a blast, and yet.......I didn't sign up.
I convinced myself to just be brave and DO IT!

Now there aren't anymore spots left and I'm so dissapointed in myself! 

This was supposed to be my year where I was brave,
did things out of my element,
stepped out of my safe box
and I blew it!  

I'll go wallow in my sorrow now. 

Sniff

go here to see what I will be missing.